He's studying in Spain right now though. He seems to truly care about me and maybe even love me, but I guess we'll see what happens, won't we.
I do love him, though. Also, my new to-do list: Lose weight so I don't cringe in a bathing suit when I look at myself. Get doctor, dentist and all medical stuff taken care of. Save up money. Not be so jealous, mistrusting and paranoid. Learn new recipes. Be more worldly and aware of what the fuck is going on in the world. Take care of myself. Try to enjoy my new summer job = folding clothes at Costco.